i didnt sleep the whole day yesterday, went out. and watched twilight. huhu. daddy was furious to see me with my laptop on early in the morning. haha. he ask me to pray . huahua. went to madrid. sis got 3rd. and the prize is cash money. cb! tsktsk. i fail uh. huahua. then went to follow mum go market. sumpah penat. then went home. bro kena bantaii. sodapp. hehehehehhe. he did something bad. fucker. haha.
ANYWAYS, im going for camp people. tonight im going off alr. ok. be back on wednesday. duhhh. gaji tkde. duet tkde. fuck. ok meeting my barbell partner later! k bye!
can you imagine, the thing that you hold on to this far, just doesnt make sense?
i wonder. i think. i dont know what im doing. im such a stupid ass. i couldnt even hold on to my own rights. i have rights on my partner. but i dont know why im weak. i dont like my partner to go to club or bar or whatever place(;D) without me. i know i have the rights to tell my side on how i dont like and how i wish she wont go to that places. sigh. but somehow, i just cant stop my partner. i just dont know what to say. i cant stop one from doing what ever the heart wants to do. basically, i just cant say no. i dont know why. maybe because before with me, my partner already do all this stuff. i could not stop it can i? no right. it feels wrong. but i know its right. everybody knows i have the rights. i dont like. but i just want my partner to have freedom . do whatever the heart wants. i dont wanna be selfish. im not right ? i dont have doubts. but anything can happen. im not angry with anybody but myself. say that ure not gonna club or whatever when im not around? save it. it doesnt matter. really. cause i dont wanna be selfish. i cant say no. whatever ok. i can say im very angry when i know you went. i really am. FUCK IT.
im a disappointment.
im a bad gf.
but i allow u to do whatever you wanna do.
ok? im just being fair.
i want to be happy.
you want to be happy.
so lets get happy.
i know if u love someone, u have to accept them.
as they are but if u love someone, u want them to change for the better, and u also wna change for the better for the other party. so if ur partner really loves u, they'll change for the better for your sake. - this is good. but bull for my case.
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*Shanky BABY - says:pagi2 makan agar-agar, FIQAH FIERCE LANGGGAR AH!
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*Shanky BABY - says:shanky kasi 50 sen nah, lu lembab ah minah!!
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*Shanky BABY - says:DA PANDAI LA DIER, TGK LA BLAJA DARI SAPE!
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♥FiqahhSTAR [ a complicated entity ]★ says:kla shanky menang laaa, i give up laa
*Shanky BABY - says:pasal shanky nk makan, tkkan tk kesian?
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*Shanky BABY - says:tadi makan pancake aje, mane cukup seh dear!
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*Shanky BABY - says:fiqah sungguh baik kan, shanky nk makan
*Shanky BABY - says:tkmo maki2 cibai, shanky nak makan k bye
*Shanky BABY - says:k i go eat, u nk Beat?
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*Shanky BABY - says:shanky bawak fiqah gi marina bay, nanti shanky tgk kay!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! cute kan kite?! LOL!good day, good weather, good companion (:
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